hoping and believing

*the previous conversation cannot be revealed for the beneficial of another party

Actually this conversation is between me and my fren (my schatzi..Haha). She's really stuck in make a really big decision...about life, which way should she choose..whtehr it is bad or not..we never knew it..read this first :

jOan of arc: 3 good news.. normally come with 3 bad news
jOan of arc: damn ~
jOan of arc: (giler kepercayaan org mne tah ~)

marny masuan: ko nye pattern of life cam tuh ek
marny masuan: hahahahaa

jOan of arc: tak dek la
jOan of arc: i cudn;t remember pong

marny masuan: gler ade pattern sndri

jOan of arc: tapi betul ke?

marny masuan: hahhaha
marny masuan: i dont know~

jOan of arc: eh xtau la.. cmtu ke idup ak
jOan of arc: ahahah dunno la

marny masuan: ala kebetulan mayb.
marny masuan: tah hape2 nak caye..
marny masuan: tp sometm ,,
marny masuan: btul gak..
marny masuan: pattern ko cam tu

jOan of arc: hek?

marny masuan: aku plak lain..
marny masuan: huahahhaha

jOan of arc: ak dah lame xdpt gud news la

marny masuan: suke2 nak analyse...

jOan of arc: seyes.. sbb tuh idup ak dull
jOan of arc: down smpi nk give up

marny masuan: and finally...
marny masuan: at the end of the road..
marny masuan: ade somtng u will get

jOan of arc: yela..
jOan of arc: kan kat end of tunnel ade light ~

marny masuan: huaahha
marny masuan: smart tunnel

jOan of arc: siot..

marny masuan: btul kan ape ayat tuh..
marny masuan: never stop believing ..
marny masuan: and HOPING

jOan of arc: yo.. mcm kat blog ak je ayat tuh agagagaga

marny masuan: (that is what i mean...)

jOan of arc: betul2..

marny masuan: tampa kang

jOan of arc: yeke.. eheheh ko de bce blog ak ke

marny masuan: rimas~
marny masuan: dusshh

jOan of arc: ahahah so ko patut tau la .. itu betul la tuh..

marny masuan: ye i knew it

jOan of arc: that's the true story.. aiii

marny masuan: alhamdulillah...
marny masuan: cume skang strugglng for that praktika la..

jOan of arc: yela.. tringt ayat email ko tuh..
jOan of arc: u see... that's y i'm holding on it ~
jOan of arc: bcoz.. sumthing better for u is coming ~
jOan of arc: just hold on..

marny masuan: AND WE NEVER KNOW IT
marny masuan: HUHU

jOan of arc: yeah.. just keep believe in
jOan of arc: have faith

marny masuan: hahhaa
marny masuan: thanks~
marny masuan: sahdu~
marny masuan: huahhahah

jOan of arc: +ve mind set.. agagaagagga

marny masuan: +ve2
marny masuan: im agree with that

jOan of arc: hope it works with u too
jOan of arc: no matter what happen..

marny masuan: humm..
marny masuan: (terbenhenti sejenak..)
marny masuan: hahha
marny masuan: thanks for sharing..
marny masuan: Allah know what is the best

jOan of arc: a'ah.. yela
jOan of arc: u know somtimes dah tak tahu nak wat ape
jOan of arc: blocked..
jOan of arc: mcm ak tadi kot ~
jOan of arc: just today
jOan of arc: mcm dah tak tahu nk wat ape
jOan of arc: just leave it to ALLAH
jOan of arc: kite ni nk tabah cne pong.. klu allah xbg mmg xbg jugak
jOan of arc: so y not just leave it to HIM

marny masuan: u totally rite najwa..
marny masuan: i can feel it..
marny masuan: camne Allah uji kite..
marny masuan: kita hanya merancg..
marny masuan: Dia menetukan
marny masuan: even x dpt ape yg kite wish
marny masuan: at the end Dia bg jgak
marny masuan: ape yg terbaik..

and finally she get what she want...
which road to be taken
what decision to fixed on
what step to do next

This is the pattern or the cycle of life (its suit also..)
Kita hanya merancang..
Allah yg menentukan

Kadang2 kite slalu bertanya..
Why my life is soo...bla..bla..(whatever it could be..)
How if...(kite mule membayangkan hidup yg lebih baik and bahagia..)
if i have..

Actually Allah knows what is the best for us..
He never dissapointed u

The important is never stop BELIEVING and HOPING
incorporate with positive mind (always do..)
enough effort and never give up...
(Allah sentiasa bersama dgn orang2 yg berusaha)

InsyAllah..
at the end of tunnel, there will always a light for u..

"Bila ALLAH cepat makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA menyayangimu
Bila DIA lambat makbulkan doamu,Maka DIA ingin mengujimu
Bila DIA tidak makbulkan doamu,Maka DIA merancang sesuatu yg baik untukmu
Maka sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH, dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun
Keran sesungguh-NYA, kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaan-NYA"

l.o.v.e

"Love comes when manipulation stops;
when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you.
When you dare to reveal yourself fully.
When you dare to be vulnerable."

Joyce Brothers

"Love comes when manipulation stops;
when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you.
When you dare to reveal yourself fully.
When you dare to be vulnerable."

Joyce Brothers

hari yg paling bahagia di obersi..

Hopefully esok pagi...bile bgn tdo je ade schnee (snow) trun..ngeh2..
ohhhh bahagia nye hidup di obersi adalah pabila dpt tgk snow trun...best gler dan berbunga2 hati ni..(cam sedang berchenta pon ade) <-- ecah sesungguhnya anda jeles kan ngan statemnt ini..huahahhahaha..marila ecah pulang ke Duisburg nihh..ngeh2 last nite merupakan hari yg cacat berbaur bahagia ye..apabila i telah memakai jacket yg salah ketika melngkah keluar dr umah.huhu.....mase nak grab jacket tuh sempat jeling kat laptop..tgk forecast br 7 celcius...cehh gler gagah...sambil bkata2 dlm hati..ala tghari nnt pfanas laa..biase la pepagi niihh...lallalallala...sambil tgn ku mengambil jacket leather yg x seberapa leather <--paham2 la..jacket kulit yg tidak seperti kulit...ngeh2..so durability for protect from cold tuh xla hebat sgt..but OK laa...(walhal, in the same time pki jacket tuh sbb nak match kan ngan baju yg kat dlm tuh...haiihh..nak bergaya pny psl soojukkk jd nye...gegegegee..tahan je laaa mase kuar tuh..)


Tghari tuh windy gler, then ptg tuh otw to Kak Nadia house (sbb we all dikerah tenaga utk mnjadi AJK masakan utk majlis Yasin n birthday party anak dia..ehehhee) hjan la plaakk...huhu... then smpi je umah kak nadia, sebuk they all cter snow da trun td kat Essen (my place).. alamak gler pfeloh2 dlm hati..jecket da la sekeping jek..ceettt...tp dlm pfeloh2 seronok gak ..waaa....best gler snow da trun..and unexpected lak tuh..Kalau last yr lambt gler.After christmas br trun, dlm Januari..n this yr cpat lak Nov da trun da snow...lallalaalaa...suke2..sbb leh la merase snow b4 fly to mesia in Dec nnt..ekekkekeke huhu..



nih je Pic yg sempat snap...mase OTW to flomarkt (Saturday market)...ala ciput je pon snow.xla byk mn...bole la wat snowball jap..men baling2 ngan Najwa..(gler 'gay' kami berdua- senanye, we all curik tulang jap..eh tp da dpt permission from Kak ndia..nak ke flomarkt cr brg...ehehhehe)

mase nih najwa jakun ngan camera handphone aku...
huahahhaha...sengal najwa..hebat x handset aku?..hahha..kerek jap ngan ko..
blueeekk...

snowball..
cam ABC pon ade...


gler comot..ngan plastic bag skali ami gamba...
haaiiihh.......gemok nye my hand..(nih sbb kembang nii..sejuk2..hahaha)
btw, i borrow Kyah jacket..jacket i kan loser mase nih..huhu ..thanks Kyah

balik from flomakrt byk btul hasil tangkapan...hik2...i bought many kind of choclates (yelah nak balik mesia..kene beli souvenir for friends and relatives...huhu)..sempat gak sebey watch for men..not for my BF (Bukan ade BF pon),tp bakal abg ipar..sibuk nak suh my sis bli adiah antaran from Germany..ehhehehe..so sempat la snap pic..

nih la watch tuh..ESPRIT Brand..Price :99.90euro..after discount :49,95euro..
so around RM250 Laaa..
ok La nih kan..
budget pon skit saje..ngeh3

OK lahh mengantuk gel!
mate pfenat~~
good night..(smoga esok bgn2 je nampk snow trun kat tngkap..ngeh2..oohh bahagia gler)

You've been tagged!!

It called ‘Pure pic’ :

1) of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Don’t change your clothes, don’t fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

haahaaa..

so here it is..

my picture..lalallalalla~

alamak!

seems like unfair la plak kan

br pas solat..

then saje bace2 blog

sighh~..terbaca lak blog ecah

nak xnak terpakse wat...luckily im still wear 'telekong'..xkan x alih2 nak amik free hair pic lak :p

Ok here is the truly pure pic of me..of course with no editing and with so many of scars and wat so evr..hahhahaha...

sigh..my blog's fren xckup pon 10.so, whoever read this post..im forcing u to do it! (najwa i know u r currently dying inside the room becos of ur internet..so after dpt new volume nnt wat la post psl nih..)..hahahha..k ciao..wassalam..

Forgetting

Suddenly i want to blogging..

ok lets talks about STM (eheehe..actually STM is our own abbreviation of Short Term memory..).We all kat sini suke nak mengejek who ever of us yg slalu mengalami masalah short term memory or ingatan jangka pendek..

Kalau among us..Kyah lah yg mendapat anugerah strong memory..dia nih leh jadi wikipedia bergerak..xpon Google map..tanya je lah which country or places around the world..she'll not dissapointing u..

Actually the articles bout 'Why forgetting can be good for you' had attract me to read more...This articles said...forgetting has its benefits..OK lets figure out..ape yg 'good' of forgetting nih..

The reasons why peoples always forget the simple things or recurring events is the brain appears to be programmed to forget those that aren't important...this is what scientist said..and i think so..(so kene lah assume or setting each single day are important for us..??hekk..hahhaha..Naj utang roti pratha tuh, i lupe la..whether i had paid or not..retrieve my memory back..ehehhehe)

Memories of singular, significant events are generally easy to recall; people typically store them in long-term memory with many associations attached.

This articles also said that memory consists of billions of puzzle pieces, and many of them look the same..then, each time you retrieve a memory, you're reconstructing a puzzle very quickly and breaking it down again. Some of the pieces get put back in different places..(no wonder kadang2 selalu jek missunderstood or missconcept..hahhaa.i put the puzzles at the wrong places..)

So, the solution to keep remember each of the passing days : Write a Journal!

For me, kalau nak keep the memories ( i mean, the big events or somethng important) are by uploading the pictures and labelling them..write some caption..and i'll make some short notes or thoughts in my diary (sebab tuh kalau balik je bilik, trus transfer pixies and uplot kat Facebook/Friendster..ekekekkekee...)

So, what is the good of forgetting ?I think this quote have the answer..

"If you used to go out with Bob and now you're married to Bill, you want to be able to say, 'I love you, Bill.' That's why forgetting is important."

"Setiap apa yg Allah jadikan..ada fungsinya..manusia selalu merungut..tentang ketidak efisienan (betul ke ayat ni) otak mereka utk mengingat kembali/flash back memori..tetapi sebenarnya 'lupa' ini juga membantu kita untuk melalui hari2 yg mendatang dengan lebih tabah, bersemangat dan bahagia...."

ok,Have a nice day

continue working for my thesis..:)

T.H.E.S.I.S

aku masih lancar menaip dan membaca articles2 geotechnic
aku pandang jam di Laptop, 4.25am
(actually its not really long stay, since i just woke at 2am after sleep for 6 hrs..ehehhehe)

berkaitan dengan thesis aku
'Uncertainty in bearing capacity calculation of shallow foundation'

the tittle seems like not really complicated though..
(it was complicated!!!....even i started it approximately 3weeks ago, sometimes i really confuse with the things im doing now...gossshhh..)


I start thinking of the PhD students or any accredited writers...
how did they composed books??
to deeply understand the concept or theory
to composed a good sentences for a better understandng
analyzing...
reading..
reading..again..and again...
analyzing
make a conclusion..
(im dying over here..huhuhu..)


submit the draft
then oohh got correction..
please submit this before next week..
then please frequently set a meeting with supervisor for the progress

Start from nex week,
my supervisor, Prof Lesny asked me to stay in the student room
from 9am till 4pm..
so that it become ease for me to refer or ask any question
regarding to thesis...
(yup..im totally agree and happy with this, otherwise 'disturbance' will always chasing me.. and end up with : ultimate limit stress..sbb draft x siap lagi...)

OK2 stop nagging to myself
just get focus on your aim now..
THESIS!!!

FOCUS AND CONSISTENT
Good luck and all the best for me and fellow friends~